I'm about to be 17 years old.

My mum just got married to this guy that she has only known for two months.

He's alright, but his daughter who is 24 and her two kids are nasty cuss words.

They"re all living in my four bedroom house with me and my brother and mum... which makes 7 of us.

And once my other brother comes back for the holidays there will be 8.

I've lost most of my friends because I turned in to a nasty cuss word. I'm trying to change, however, it's not working so well.

I had 2 guys that I liked, and neither are talking to me anymore. So, I tried to move on.

I'm talking to this guy who will only talk to me half an hour a day, because he's fun.

I'm dating a guy who has to have a fight with me 3 times a day or we don't talk.

I've lost my best friend to someone at some prep school.

My ex keeps coming back and trying to use me, and I let him because I miss him.

I trust way too easily.

I'm trying to pull my grades up and start college classes this year. Even though I'm just a HS Junior.

I thought I was pregnant a couple of weeks ago.

However, on the plus side:  I'm not.

Anyone else want to share?

It feels good to write it all out

and just to admit what's going on..

you are going through ALOT---like OMG. But I think you should just keep your head up, and go after what you think is good for you[as far as school] but you should think more of yourself and not let anybody bring you down. Because nobody's hurting but you!... Not the ''friendboys'', the fam or your''best friends''. just do you and don't let PEOPLE get in your way.

First of all, Firebird u r a dumbass for leaving ur email out 2 ppl online. Are u not worried that there are weirdos out there who are stalkers and that sort of stuff?????? no offense. not trying 2 hurt ur feelings. im just saying.

Anyways, all I could say is.... u should not b sleeping with guys. What is wrong with you??? U r 2 young. I'm sorry that this is all happeing 2 u. U should not let the guy use u. Find new friends and get over your other ones. Break up with that boyfriend of yours cuz he only seems like a f-ing jerk.

Yeah well lots of ppl have problems even I do.

My uncle wanted 2 commit suicide. Since 4th grade I been having a lot of stuff going on. I want to share a personal story with you all. I'm a victim of child molestation and abuse. I could have been raped also but it didn't happen. Thank God!!! I'm so glad it didn't happen because I don't know how I would handle it.  My dad's ex best friend molested me for about 4 years from my 4th to my 7th grade. My freshmen year that was the time I told the cops about the crime. The guy he is 53 years old today. He has a newborn daughter, a 19 year old daughter, and a wife. Both his older daughter and his wife are against me. They say that they don't believe me and they say I lied, when he already got convicted. Well If I lied then why was he convicted???

They never seen this interview tape that had him in it and if you all ever heard it u would be like, "what's wrong with him?"

It was a 3 hour video that I watched. He got only 3 years behind bars and he will be deported. The judge said if I ever see him anywhere outside the U.S. that he is suppose to stay 100 ft away from me. If he doesn't he gets locked up again. I'm still mad about the sentencing but at least it is some closure. You all should have seen him laughing in court and stuff. It's just bull. No remorse or anything.

I have ex friends from different states and they all tried to bail him out and I was like what the f***? Sorry for the language again.

His bail was like $35,000 and I was actually asking them like would you really want someone that does that living in your neighborhood??  I never got replies from them but it is all good. I'm not going to let these ppl give me bull.  I'll keep my head up high and I wont take bull from anyone. I'll stay strong and won't let no one tear me down.

So I'm not trying to b mean or anything but from what I read so far... I wouldn't even go there with the whole problems stuff cuz I had more f***ed up stuff happen than u ever had.