Hi Jasmine,  I read your post and was hoping I could help.  Have you been looking at any colleges in the past year that interest you?  Do you know what your major is or the degree program you are looking for?  Having those answers will help. 

Many students feel "alone" when they leave H.S., have you considered a Community College in your area so you don't have to leave right away?  Are any of your friends going away to school or staying close to home?

I suggest either speak with your parents or a Guidance Counselor to get started.  They should help with some direction and you can make a better decision.  College can be fun too, but you have to want to be there and in the right program to enjoy it.  Also, going away to college isn't for everyone, there are many careers that you can obtain a degree online.  The University of Phoenix is a great online school and classes only go for 5 weeks at a time.  Good luck with your decision. :)